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i dunnoe wat to say...
i got no tears...
my heart is broken...
i noe this day will come...
thanx...
thanx for ending all of these...
thanx for the beautiful memories u've left for me...
thanx for everything...
just hope u will be happier and more lively without me...
just hope i will be able to carry on...
i got nothing to say....
but i just don't feel like ending this blog entry...
i don't wan....
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yes!! blogspot can write in chinese..
that's the difference..
cos i like to write in chinese..
so that i can express my feelings better...
let me be a piece of floating wood...
so that u can soar high..
above the oceans...
flying to ur dreams..
when u are tired.. or feeling lost...
there will always be this piece of wood..
floating on the sea..
waiting to let u rest on...
before u start soaring again...
i hope to be this piece of floating wood..
seeing u fly high...
watching u closely from below..
providing this comfortable place for u to rest on..
do you realli love her??
ask urself this..
i don't tink u realli love her... ...
if u realli love her,
you should let her go..
if u don't let her go... this is not love...
then, wat's wrong with such a girl whom u don't realli love getting married?
don't continue wasting ur time..
go and be a real man..
such a nice guy like u, should try to learn wat is love..
so if we need to continue learning wat is love.. then we should try our best.. to carry on living... ...
(quoted from "my sassy girl", translated by tianhai)
i do not know...
why do human beings have feelings??
which part of our body let us feel so much...
our brain i suppose..
why is human brain so funny??
why can't we just be like other animals??
i wish i can be a bird... i wish i can fly..
so simple... life as a bird.. just soar for ur dreams..
no need to tink of other things..
realli... if i have a choice.. i wanna be a bird...
a free one... then i can soar the sky...
fly around freely..
and most importantly.. i will not know how to tink...
tinking is a torture...
haiz.. going to sleep le... gdnite all...
don't wan to tink le..
just wanna go towards my dreams...
studies and tabletennis...
yes.. i am..
always doing the wrong things..
saying the wrong words..
dunnoe hurt how many pple unknowingly.. or knowingly..
including those i care.. and those i like...
haiz..
i miss u... xiao hua..
just hope that we can stay in contact!
hoho! so that i can see ur smile!
and see that u are funki always!
god....
i had nv believe in u...
i always only believe in myself...
i believe that if i give my best..
i will succeed...
but now...
i wan to seek ur help...
i found that i am so useless...
god... why am i always doing the wrong things...
at the wrong time...
i had hurt so many pple.. and hurt myself even deeper..
everytime...
why am i still making the same mistakes...
god... please help me
such a beautiful start...
but why end?
it have been raining these few days..
trying to feel the rain...
looking at the pple running in the rain...
they are enjoying it...
just like how i enjoy watching them...
the pond looked so green..
with the rain drops hitting on it...
forming circles and circles of ripples..
it's is so quiet...
with only moonlight shining on it...
and the chirping of insects...
all around me is so peaceful...
i am falling asleep..
closing my eyes..
letting the rain drops fall on me...
i hope i will nv wake up...
i wan to be in it 4ever...
this is a dream...
a dream so true...
i let go of everything...
there is nothing i wan to hold on to...
i am starting to float...
i feel so light...
so light....
i am losing all the weight on me...
letting go....
just floating like that...
without destination...
without target...
just like a balloon that has its string cut off...
i nv realise love can be so difficult...
haiz..
i dunnoe..
just let things be how it is...
hope everything turns out fine!
i will be the best i can!
in my dream... i saw a boy crying by the side of the road..
he has lost the balloon he loved,
have u seen it?
can u please tell me?
the balloon has flew away, to the faraway mountains..
grandfather've tied it to the top of the roof..
waiting for father to find it together with me..
one day...
father is tired...
he fell into the deep valley of his own heart..
just like the balloon... can nv be found...
this is a journey...
a long endless journey called life..
we have met by chance... and then leave each other..
in this journey of no return...
we have past mountains...
we have past lakes..
we have past forests..
past the desert...
into pple's fortests and gardens...
passby happiness and sadness...
passby the warmth of a girl and her tears..
passby the endless coldness and loneliness of life...
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