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it's raining again..
i used to like the rain...
a lot.. a lot...
i loved to let the rain falls on me..
and enjoy the feeling...
but now...
i am scare of rain..
i am scare of coldness...
wat i need is warmth...
but i guess warmth will not come..
so i have to have the strength to bring umbrella...
to avoid the rain...
for now.. i only like to hide under my blanket and listen to the sound of rain.. instead of letting the rain falls on me..
i'll've one last cry..
one last cry..
and then i leave it all behind..
i got to put u out of my mind.. this time..
stop living a lie...
i know i gonna be strong..
cos round me, life goes on and on and on...
from young, i am too zhi2 zuo2 about too many things...
i nv admit lose..
i can nv apologise to a person... cos i believe i will nv do any thing wrong...
till now i am still like that..
many things in life, i can't put down...
there are many things that i am too sensitive..
and there are many many many things that will affect my mood a lot...
i noe it's quite impossible for me to change..
cos one's character is almost developed and fixed at the age of teenager...
i always wanted a happi life, with a girl who love me, so that we can live the life of shen2 xian1 together..
nothing to trouble us, as long as we are together...
now i realised that with my character, i could nv find a girl like that...
even if one suddenly appear in my life, becos of myself, i will also spoil it...
now, i only wan to be happi...
no need to find a beautiful girl, or get national tabletennis champion, or get first class degree and earn lots of money..
i only wan to be happi..
that is, everything, i will just do my best.. and try not to be too affected by the outcome..
i know this is easy to say.. but hard to put into action..
i will just try..
happi is the key to life... the most complicated infinitive dimension matrix...
are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
don't wake when the lightning strikes
my heart for you is true
let no one take that from you
time is running tight
can't change from wrong to right
so i'll close my eyes and dream a little
just like how we used to be baby
it's time to say fare-well
no need to cry or feeling sorrow
it's alright , all in the book of life
heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
let me say these words before i go
i will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, i'llhold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can change my world from black to white
so i'll close my eyes and dream more
are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
don't wake when the lightning strikes
heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
let me say these words before i go
i will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, i'llhold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight
till the sky is burning , it's the end of time
look ahead tomorrow, a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold
what will i do , without you
i will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine,i'llhold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace.my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can make my world so bright,
life, no longer empty,
with you in my heart , in my heart
haiz.. realli busy..
no time to train so much from now..
i realli become very lousy..
but i will do my best!!
i won't stop..
cos i noe time won't stop for me..
i will keep on racing with time..
jiayou!!!
jiayou!!
jiayou!!!!!!!
when u chase ur dreams...
and let go of all other things in life..
u noe u will either fulfil ur dream.. be happi..
or if ur dream can nv be fulfilled... u will be alone..
finding that u have nothing..
cos in the process of chasing ur dream..
u have given up many things..
not only frens... but also the ability to meet new frens..
and socialise..
my dream... going to be shatter..
wat is left for me?
nothing..
just a empty shell... loneliness and myself...
1 time after another, i have tried...
why can't i learn.. why can't i improve?
think there is something in life that we must accept..
when it is yours, it is...
when it is not... it will never be.
time to train up for tabletennis
hope that i can do my best in the coming competition.
although i know i sure lose.. but i will still fight!
yoz!
exam around the corner loh!
it's just next week!! best man...
die liao lah...
as usual.. still slacking.. and unprepared..
i must xia ding jue xin!!
must minimise my sleeping and idling time!! like now..
:(
jia you!!
yeah!
haiz...
very long nv update my blog liao..
since no one is reading...
lately very very busy, for studies...
but still can't settle down to study...
lots of tutorials and presentation, lab reports, etc. to do...
but i still can't get myself down on them..
always seemed to be distracted...
haiz... jia you!!!! jia you!!!!! jia you!!!!!!!!!!
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